my ex irritates me so much! I didn’t know it was possible for someone to be so fucking annoying.
You, gotta excuse me
You see I went looking for yesterday,
That’s where I think all the good memories of you and me went,
So I’m swimming in a sea of forgetfulness
Just to get a glimpse of the you I remember ♥
He’s so sexy.
It’s so annoying how I finally believed I didn’t want to be with anyone, and that I was happy on my own. And then I see my ex and get back with him and now it’s over again. What was the point in it? Like its not a game. I have feelings. I know I’m like best mates with him so it’s not like I’ve lost him him it kind of feels like I have. It’s shit. And the weird thing is, I told him I didn’t want to be with him anymore and to get back together with his ex. What is wrong with me. I push people away and then when I want them they have moved away. My life sucks. Bring on America.
I used to care so much about being hurt by people to the point where I used to drown in hatred. Recently I don’t see the point, shit happens, things mess up its what life does to people. Hanging on to that hate makes you look so pathetic and dependant and actually quite unattractive to people, I like life right now. I like what its giving me, I don’t need to hate as much anymore.










